Thursday, May 3

Surgery Tomorrow

Biopsy tomorrow morning/ afternoon. They are going to go in there and get a little bit of whatever it is that is plaguing my insides. Thanks to everyone for the support.

"God has invited you all into a deeper seam of His peace; though it is an invitation no one desires, it is somehow a privilege to be drawn near to the compassion of God Who knows suffering so well. May His Father's heart comfort you all during this time." -Bob

I'll be going into the hospital after I'm done with the cancer expert and then the biopsy. I'm not nervous so much for the biopsy being as I will be asleep, I am a little nervous about the results. (3 to 5 days later) It's hard. It's like my normal mind is either not able to grasp I have cancer or it is ok with it, and then sometimes my subconscious starts screaming in the background and I completely break down. So if you happen to be talking with me don't be surprised if I suddenly loose it and start crying. I'm nervous and it's stressful.

I know God is in control, it's just that I would like to learn a lesson from this and come out ok on the other end. I don't know if that is what God has in store for me, but I'm trying to be open to anything.

~B.

2 comments:

  1. Keep us updated, Ben. We'll pray for you too.

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  2. Thanks a lot Joel. Knowing people are praying for me helps a lot.

    ~Ben

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